I light all the candles
Cut flowers for all my rooms.
I care for myself the way I used to care about you
these days, we kiss and we keep busy
the waves come after midnight
I call from underwater
why even try to get right?
when you’ve outgrown a lover
the whole world knows but you
It’s time to let go of this endless summer afternoon
these are what they call hard feelings of
when the sweet words and fevers all leave us right here in the cold
alone with the hard feelings of
God, I wish I believed you when you told me this was my home
Three years, loved you every single day, made me weak, it was real for me, yup, real for me
Now I'll fake it every single day 'til I don’t need fantasy, 'til I feel you leave
But I still remember everything, how we’d drift buying groceries, how you’d dance for me
I’ll start letting go of little things 'til I’m so far away from you,
far away from you,
yeah